2003-01-25 - 1:58 pm
It was sometime last year when I made the decision to follow through with absolutely everything I ever agreed to do. I started making lists and made a point of doing each task, from homework to washing the dishes, from doing laundry to walking the dog, from swimming to going to the Ship. It was one of the things I always hated about myself in the past; my inability to pull through always made me feel like an unconfident wuss. But not anymore.
So now when I say I'm going to do something, then I'm going to do it. Sure, I've slacked off a little bit in the homework department but that's just me being a normal student and beside the point. I may seem like I'm being stubborn and uncomprimising to some, but if I don't stick to my "plan" then I feel like a huge disappointment. So if I whine and complain, and even seem bitchy, it's because I refuse to let things get out of my hands when I've tried so hard to keep control.
None of this "Oh well, I'll do it tomorrow," shit for me, thank you.
