2003-03-04 - 4:22 pm
My instructor had his car broken into this morning and was held at the scene until 2:30 this afternoon when he finally wandered in to class. Our stand-in was this obnoxious guy that talked WHILE we were doing the long pose drawing. It was infuriating. He kept making comments on everyone's work, talking so loudly that everyone could hear. Usually, with my normal instructor, he tells us to not say a word to anyone during the long pose drawings and not look at each others work since it will influence our own. I'm used to a quiet class with encouragement not criticisms of how my perspective is a little off or my porportions are sucky. I know they are, but I don't care. If I wanted to render things perfectly I'd be taking Design Drawing not Drawing 120.
During break I chatted with a classmate while eating a chocolate bar to calm myself down. I'm on my period and very hormonal. I get angry over the smallest things. I was so close to hitting the stand-in instructor because he just wouldn't be quiet and let us draw. I had to leave the room a number of times just to breathe.
I should be locked away by myself when I'm like this so I don't snap and kill someone because when I get angry I really get angry.
I'm tired and cranky and dirty and hungry. I'm going to get changed and make something good for an early dinner then I'll head to the University to get some research done. Even though I hate the idea of walking around campus at night, I don't care today. If anyone tried anything I'd probably snap their necks, it's just been that kind of day.
Tomorrow it's going to snow. I have an information session in the morning concerning applications for intended majors, then it's Art History. If I can find all the shit I need to find tonight at the University then I'll just hang out at school and work on my paper. I want to get this baby done by Thursday night, or at least in final editting stages. I want to have the weekend to relax a little and focus on other things.
I'm wiped out already and it's only Tuesday.
(ps: I realize that I'm hopping about quite a bit but I'm trying to find my place here in internet-journalling-land. Be patient with me. Heh.)
