2003-04-10 - 11:33 pm
My legs are shaking, my hands can't keep still and if I crack my gum one more time my tongue may just break in half. I'm restless, terribly restless. Maybe it was the five cups of coffee I had while at Denny's this afternoon with Andy. Maybe it's my awful habit of procrastination right when things are coming down to the wire. Maybe it's spring.
Thankfully there isn't any more pop to drink and nothing really to eat aside from dried fruit bars and bread, neither of which seem appealing to me at all. Thankfully the thought of a cigarette grosses me out and the idea of vodka makes me want to puke because I'd really be in a bind then.
I have too much time on my hands tonight and my brain is spinning at 100kmph. All these stupid questions I'm asking that have a million different answers. Hm. I'm not making sense.
Things I've been thinking about:
- If ejaculate is vegetarian and what that means in relation to my diet.
- How fucking awful cigarettes are in terms of asethetic, environment, and health.
- Bears in Saskatchewan.
- Having the cheapest and most awesome wedding ever.
- Pink maryjanes and party dresses and how they can be appropriate for every occasion be it grocery shopping or walking the dog.
- ART.
- Sleeping in the car off the Saskatchewan highway.
- Acing that job interview this coming Wednesday and finally having an income of my own.
- Textile design and fashion.
Last day of printmaking tomorrow and I'm going to make full use out of it. I'm going to do as many prints as I can so I can sell them because I know I'm never going to get a chance to use the press again until at least September. Vroom.
I hope it rains this weekend.
