2003-06-11 - 12:52 am
As I wrote in my paper journal earlier today:
I've spent the last 10 days with Amanda. Inseperable and spending obscene amounts of money. She left early this morning and I've spent the entire day meandering about in this bizarre middle ground. I've forgotten what it's like to be by myself because I had no idea how distracting company can be. My mind has slipped into some sort of temporary hibernation and I'm only just waking up.
It seems a little strange now to be here by myself. I've automatically become a little more on edge; my nerves have been shot with the reality that I'm stuck in a house filled with boys again. Worse yet, my hours at work have been dramatically cut so I have a lot of time spent by myself at home. Maybe I'll actually start reading again. Or even ride my bike.
Honestly, I don't know what to talk about here right now. My brain feels dead. I could tell you how I'm making a matching set of four pillows from fabric I had bought in eleventh grade and only recently discovered in the quilt closet. I could also tell you about the quilt exhibit at the mall I work at and how excited I am about seeing it on Thursday. Or I could even tell you how I've decided what will be done with my remains when I'm dead. Though, all of this seems a little boring to me right now so I won't get into it.
Lastly....
Austin arrives in less than 2 weeks.
My brother received his licence on Saturday and I fear the outcome of this.
Ecxema sucks.
Amanda made me eat too much candy :P
